Update

Well I've been so busy that I haven't had a chance to even think about updating my blog. I am sitting here eating lunch at the new cafeteria at BYU-I called the Crossroads, and and bowl of soup is to hot to eat right now. This is about as much down time that I have had since school started. Both me and Ryan have been so busy with school. But thankfully Ryan has dropped one of his classes, so I will actually have a chance to see him now. He's taking some hard classes, Physics, Calculus, and Accounting. He was taking a Chemistry class, but he dropped that one! And as for me, I am taking 12 credits of 400 level business classes. And I am really going to learn a lot this semester, but it is going to keep me so busy. It's frustrating because my teachers are giving me these complicated excell assignments, and I have only taken that required computer class which taught us the 101 of excel. So I am learning as I go, visiting tutors, and attempting to find study groups. Every study group that I have tried to study with has failed on me, everyone...we set a time to meet, and I am the only one who shows up, it's the most frustrating thing. Our teachers encourage us to work together, and I am trying, but it's hard when my group doesn't fall through.

Well on to better things, I AM GETTING MARRIED IN LESS THAN TWO MONTHS!!!
Me and Ryan have officially seen each other everyday for the last Month or so (that's the longest time we have spent together). And we still like each other!!! We met with the Bishop the other night and he said something that bothered me, he pretty much warned us that people in our situation start hating each other when they finally have the chance to be together. That really bothered me, I was like how dare you think that we're going to hate each other. My Bishop is bold and doesn't seem to think before he speaks. He shares what's on his mind no matter how hurtful it might be to the other person.

But anyways, it has been so good having Ryan here with me this semester, he's a huge support, and when I am about to break down because I don't know how to do my homework, he calms me down. We are both so excited to finally get married, it is so hard to find a quite place together. We say prayers together every night and have been since the beginning of summer, but we can't find a quite place here to say prayers together. We've tried the car, but there's always people out in the parking lot, so it's really not that quiet. And saying them at the apartment, you never know who is going to walk in. So we've started saying our prayers in a little study room in the library. That seems to be the only quiet place we can find to say prayer. Last night he made me dinner, and a rule here at BYU-I is that we can't be in the same apartment together unless someone else is home. Well no one was home at his apartment last night for dinner, so I was suppose to come in. Some of these rules here are good, but some I think are a bit overboard. We have not had a time alone since school started, and that's hardest part. If we want to talk, we have to go for a walk or sit in the car, it's terrible.

Only 58 more days, and then we won't have these problems!!! It's going to be great!!!

Well, we're going down to Utah this weekend for Ryan's cousins wedding, I am so jealous, they met like 3 months ago and got engaged 2 months ago. Geeze, if that was the case for me and Ryan we'd be past our 6 month anniversary. CRAZY!

Well I must go and get back to work. I'll hopefully be back soon.